The music was banging and lights were low everyone was bumping and jumping. It was one great party I was having a great time until someone spill their stick drink over my arm . My friends were having too much fun and I didn’t want them to stop it so I decided to go to the bathroom alone. My black heels clattered against the white linoleum of the bathroom floor. I looked into the mirror and saw a slim girl with red-gold hair and hazel eyes looking back at me , I fretted about my nose and ears and every little thing in my face as all girls do. Quickly I washed my hands and went out the bathroom door. It was dark and you could hear the muffled sound of  techno not that I care to listen to techno not with what I saw. There in the hidden corner was my supposedly friend making out with this evil cow. I felt my heart stop and all I wanted to do was run away but as much as I wanted to run I was glued to the floor. They didn’t see me they were to emerged in each other, I felt I was about to faint I saw how his tanned caressed her curved back . His eyes closed so you could only see his thick black lashes and her  dark brown ones also closed reveling her tacky blue eyeliner . His brown golden hair getting mused and her black one all tangled in his hand.  When they turned and she began kissing his neck I left out a cry only then did he see me showing his melting  brown eyes surprised .  What could I do , I was supposed to be over him especially after what he did to me after leading me on for months to end it saying I never liked you. He called after me but I didn’t care I just wanted to go away .

I entered back to the party everyone was having so much fun , they didn’t realize my whole world was falling apart. I began pushing people away trying to find my friends to tell them that I was going home. Oh but tragedy I spilled a guys drink all over his shirt. I am so sorry  I screamed above the music. No problem its a black shirt so it wont show , he said trying so hard not to sound annoyed. That voice I knew that voice could it be??
Pete ? Is that you I asked the stranger . Alice hey he flashed me his dazzling smile how are he started but stopped what’s wrong Alice? I don’t know Pete everything is just so messed up I just want to go home  I said whimpering . Oh god please don’t let me cry please don’t let me cry . Want to go outside Alice some fresh hair might do you well he said. Yes that be nice I said.  I followed him outside .

We sat down at a little curb due to my dress I was already shivering like crazy , he gave me his coat . Thanks I mumbled . Now will you tell me what’s wrong he asked. I looked into his dark blue eyes and I smiled I didn’t like him like I did to his best friend his eyes didn’t send a tingling into my body just a sense of warmth and trust. I can’t tell you but can we just be here I said as I leaned against him. If that makes you feel better then fine he said while putting his arm around me.  You are a good friend and I kissed him on the cheek . My lip gloss was no longer on my lips but on his cheek I just had to laugh . Hey what happened now aren’t we supposed to be sober and serious . Yes I cracked up but you have some of my lip gloss on you cheek here let me clean it.  I passed my thumb against his cheek cleaning it at first but then just softly caressing it “there” I said. I looked down but he grabbed my face and kissed me his lips were soft and smooth his lips tasted like like likeeee I don’t it was an amazing kiss he deepen it and I let him  I just lost myself as I touched his black hair. I felt a pang of guilt I was kidding myself this was not who I wanted to kiss this was not who I liked and yet I was hurting him.